Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Cold Turkey Anyone?

5 days since my last anti depressant and I'm starting to feel the effects a little. I'm withdrawn and a bit moody. I feel like I don't want to interact with anyone and just want to be left alone. Hopefully this will only be for a few days. I'm really conscious that it was during this period last time I came off them that all hell broke loose and I completely lost it.

The good news is that 2 people at work have pointed out how more approachable and positive I've been over recent weeks, let's just hope I can keep it going.

In an effort to keep busy I've been reading lots and trying to get out on my bike. The latter is proving difficult now it's dark by the time I get home, not to mention cold and windy too!. I think I need to invest in a much better (read brighter) front light if I'm going to continue cycling after dark.

My new mountain bike is famous!, it's on the cover of the November issue of What Moutain Bike magazine and gets a gold award. I'm also reading James Herberts latest book, Nobody True. As usual with Herbert, he grabs you within the first lines: Quote: "I wasn't there when I died" is very intriguing.

1 comment:

  1. Just want to say thanx Steve, reading your blog has been a great help to me.